I want the freedom to love, care, feel free to just be.  It’s amazing how something so “free” can feel so out of reach.  It has escaped me as of recently, but I will attain it. I look forward to that day of everlasting freedom.  Who knows when it will come, but I just know this can’t last forever.

Today I realized in church service that I am not who I need to be for Dylan as a spiritual example.  I am good, but good is not enough.  You have to always care yourself and be yourself as God would be.  I don’t do all of it and I should strive to be that.  Well here is my promise baby boy, to be that which you need in all areas, spiritually, emotionally and physically.